and i think to myself what a wonderful world.

i know your there,your like still always there.patience?is that mine?i cant buy.time is sprinting.my heart is spinning my head is turning.my eyes no longer see you.once maybe yes?but now NO!forget me i beg you.let me live let go of me.all of you!this love was not yours.never was.so stop dreaming wake up and chase the rainbow and the end of it theres a pot og old.lets this love of mine rebound on my blood now.they need me.they deserve me more than you do.

we go back so far yet we've been through it all.promise me you'll never leave me!

its funny how i wonder bout things im not sure anyone else things about.like you know do you sometimes wonder why things happen the way they do.i used to learn to accept things the way they are.but nowadays everything keeps happening so fast and i just think somethings that had had happened could have happened different.some people say things meaning this and turns out to mean that.i dunt knoe do you wonder sometimes why you suck so badly at chem!and you wonder is it my genes?haha okay thtas not really what i meant to get across. normally i wonder why you love someone sometimes so badly and yet nothing.neh.nil.none!and how somtimes you dunt really love that someone but that person assumes you do.im not talking rubbish its true. and how sometimes your just talking to someone for the sake of forgetting the person you love.for all the wrong reasons.i really really like someone but then i know its a NO!and i ask myself if this is the case why i still love the person and i just cant answer myself!you can be so in love with someone and yet hate the person so badly!even munch thought it was going to happen..i really wished things happened the way i always dreamt they would..like how in drama "his hand acressed my face and stoof starry eyed under the heat cos he was just so hot and sexy!"haha yea right thtas iong to happen.but the point is why do i still love you?why WHY WHY?actually im so damn confused its pick between 7 of you yet i cant even have that 1 I'D DIE FOR.whats the point you give me 7?when i want the 8th one!they life's unfair!but seriously HOW UNFAIR could it get!imagine that 7!!!BUT NO..Its all a "no!no!" *points to the one who just doesnt say anything!* i really felt like slapping him!its been so long gina.and now its simply affecting my damn amaths!then again i guess its not meant to be..he's too high profile anyway!he's too way up there..missed the boat once and it was the worst mistake.life sucks!and i hate it even more knowing my life suck but he's having a great time!

you make me walk away
i turn around.which way?
you just dunt say!
i'll wait till may!

is this the end?
is this life?
im running
yet hell is open
doors are welcoming
yet sins are downing
im moving im running and ill keep going.
your not the one.
your 2!yet i want eight!

this is the most random entry ive ever written but its actually the most meaningful!
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