9:14 PM
i dunt know i give up on life.give me a knifeso much for being your wife.ok todays been a tough day for me.well i
woke up at 6.30 intended to step into school by 7.30 but well somtimes you just
aint that lucky so i had to
take bus to school..yes this event took place today..imagine that waiting for
970 at 7.15am in the morning!it was really no joke..so much fro my sad day.so then i reached and i was the
only idiot who turned up for espresso so i completely
dissed the idea and crystal said i could leave.so i went to my
plan B.--->canteen!the most happening place of my holidays!so thnkgoodness cel vanessa justine were there..and then gina came..and then sheril came!then we
ordered macs!and then we ate and chatted..justine decided to view all my photos in my phone and then we make a
discovery that she is andrews yaps cousin!!!and then gina was hungry and so was i so we insisted on
ordering macs again once everyone came..so when denice charis jamie etc etc came..we ordered again i ordered burger again!but then when it came i
dint feel like eating i dunt know why so gave it to jamie!and then eveyrone left for cip..then
nana came and we danced like in the middle of the canteen!we so rock..both minds combined we got the
entire dance right!so after that cel and i headed to
lorong kilat for makan but we too lazy to take bus tho its like 3 bus stops away so we took cab!and its around lunch time where the day just got worse..and celestine knew exactly what was going on!i think she's going thru close to the same shit!i have no idea what to do..WHY WHY WHY ALWAYS ME?its so freakin unfair..i dunt know what to do!how can i help!!argh im helpless and hopeless!ergh..
to that very person i wanna dedicate the song i do(cherish you) by 98 degrees.so then i came home and wished for something that didnt quite happen!see what i mean byt my day has been so ridiculously horrid!im so lost..then we shared cab home too.aiyah we dint have the mood to take bus!then i tried to do
heymath i was
bloody 25 mins late!oh wells i emailed ms ho and told her to accept it..really hope she does..see what i mean by sway day!
then during dinner my
mother starts talking bout ghosts and all..FREAKAYE..and they know hate this hite..but no they continue..so then she goes to
pick my brother up from rugby camp and she
calls and makes all these noises on the other end of the line i just hung up..and then she
tries again and then i realise its her!bloody hell..LAME LAH!and starts laughin at me.sigh mum!so tmr another long day..
HOPEFULLY A BETTER ONE..im keeping my fingers crossed on this one..really i need a good day tmr!please god..please!
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