4:27 PM
last night gina and i spoke
till like really late and we thought i'd be good we settle things among eveyrone so this morning we did just that.I think eveyrone felt much
lighter after that.i hated chem lab i dint know we were suppose to use all the black metal thing so i used
very little!and i couldnt get the result i ended up not doing it.sat there and
stoned!and then lit was so stupid i didnt get anything into my brain besides "
childs paradise".
BY THE WAY,to everyne out there do not misunderstand my blog bcos there is no such person!there really sadly isnt!im just so confused so my entries dont refer to one specific person.maybe?!no wait no!
so lifes just been like that.i dunt know why nowadays everyone thinks i have an
interesting life when
i really dont and
when i did noone thought i did.its quite funny.
oh sundays thing was damn fun!i really enjoyed myself!thnks to everyone who made it a successthankew thankew thankew!i love you too..tho i oculd have been at sher's church oggling away at ARTHUR!damn i tell you!
anyways i love this song:
Seems like just yesterdayYou were a part of meI used to stand so tallI used to be so strongYour arms around me tightEverything, it felt so rightUnbreakable, like nothin' could go wrongNow I can't breatheNo, I can't sleepIM BARELY HANGING ON!i feel that this song carries meaning in my life but i still agree that crawling back to you is even more relevant it terms of life in general.that's why i keep singing it!yet i feel the menaning behind it is just dying out!its dying young too..its really sad..but im begining to accept that this is really life!is this REALITY!anyways here's crawling back to you..Everybody knows that I was such a fool to ever let go of you Baby I was wrong Yeah I know I said we'd be better off alone It was time that we moved on I know I broke your heart, I didn't mean to break your heart But baby here I am Banging on your front door My pride spilled on the floor My hands and knees are bruised and I'm crawling back to you Begging for a second chance Are you gonna let me in? I was running from the truth and now I'm crawling back to youi really am
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