ESPRESSO WAS SUPERB..screwed compared to yesterdays performance but the crowd was really superb!!had tons of fun!thanks for all the support grace!wilder!faaith!charis!munch sheril..etc etc etc..nice to see sarahtai.sarahtan and yijing!!ELECTRICO WAS COOL!haha..it was really full house..and omg thnks for the banner and flowers!!=)okat i toally fooled almost everyone at espresso today..said i was going uk friday night!and goodness everyone was so sad and was all like "WHAT..WHAT TIMES YOU FLIGHT WHICH TERMINAL!" and zhiwei was all like "shab what do you want before you leave!" and mingen "bring me back the guys we left in uk!!" and the poeple wno knew just played along then i realised i forgot to tell thm it was all a joke then chrstina reminded me cos it seems they were planning to go shopping to buy me gifts..classic lah!i tried to play a prank on div dint work..jamal dint finish it..on my mum it worked but it was so screwed..JEAN PLAYED A DAMN GOOD ONE ON ME!its okay jean you watch out girl..gina played a nice one on munch..haha damn funny!!
There is a time for departure even when there's no certain place to go.
How could an Angel break my heart? Why didn’t he catch my falling star? I wish I didn’t wish so hard.
Some of us think holding on makes us strong; but sometimes it is letting go.
Love is life. And if you miss love, you miss life.
on a more serious note upon reading mels blog i really feel like giving up too!!i really do..its like mels giving up..cels giving up..grace has given up..everyones giving up..esp after today i dunt understand? i just felt so lost..i really feel like maybe its jst not meant to be..ive waited 8 months since i knew you..and now i dunt see the reason why i should go on like this..maybe its better i let go soon before i get really hurt or find out something i wouldnt be able to handle.i mean i just hate it when the guy makes you like him and then just leaves it..hello explanation??and im very sure tons of peeople are going thru this too.worst is when we sit together and talk it out like girltalk all we can do is just talk about it but we dunt come to a solution..its so terrible..it's something im really gonna think about..give myself time and guess ill have to make my stand soon enough..if i cry i guess its better i cry now then later when everything is worse..someone show me the way..guide me!
we're so close yet at times i feel the distance
i dunt know if i should really give up? i dunt know what im in for.. i dunt know what im gonna lose! i dunt know if im gonna regret it i dunt know if this is destined? i really dunt know what to do.. all i know is that i really love you.
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as our lives change from whatever we will still be friends forever
cos that's what friends are for!
a sister in disguise